Usually when I’m at home, I come to realize I have a migraine with maybe just a little head pain. I take my meds, retreat to my safe place, and wait it out. Sometimes I can muddle through a day like this and get a few things done if no creativity is required and it’s not too demanding.
Keys and gate key in fruit bowl – in case I forget again |
This was one of those days. But I’m NOT home. I’m in Mexico, by myself, having just arrived a day and a half before. Traveling is always a little disorienting. That’s usually fine, part of the fun even. But today I couldn’t find ANYTHING. Couldn’t remember where I put my meds, passport, tooth brush, room key, gate key. I knew I was in really big trouble when I couldn’t find my dirty underwear stash and I began to think maybe someone had taken it. That’s truly deranged!
Toothbrush and Meds |
Now let it be said that I go to the same place in Mexico that I, we’ve been going for several years including the same hotel. There are many reasons for this, but when you’re traveling alone and you are prone to the occasional fit of migraine hysteria, it’s not a bad thing to be in familiar surroundings where you trust the place and the people around you.
Abortive meds and, you guessed it, dirty clothes stash. “They” didn’t steal it. Who would? |
Tonight I’m feeling better, and I did find all that stuff, by the way. I’m actually quite comfortable coming to this little part of Mexico. I speak Spanish and it gives me an opportunity to practice both listening and speaking. I love to swim and listen to the surf day and night. It’s worth it for me to travel in spite of the difficulties, but it sure is harder to have a neurological whirlwind going on in your brain when you’re displaced. It makes me realize how much I depend on my home environment, including my husband and family, to help me live my life with migraine.